By chance, I came across this excerpt from a Heavenletter that is so fitting to come after the story of the Dark Queen. Of course, we have all heard that nothing is by chance: …continue reading

I wonder now, looking back, at how no one did intervene for my niece. Wasn’t there a teacher or school counselor? Wasn’t there someone? So far as I know, this dear soul, my niece, Princess Bonita, never had someone to talk to who could have helped her gain a sense of selfhood and worth, at least, not until later when there was no choice. …continue reading

March 4, 2010

Gloria to God: Dear God, Princess Bonita’s story, the fairy tale about the Dark Queen — what would You like to say?

God: As with all suffering in this world, …continue reading

Thank you for your comments and giving me something to respond to.

There is more to tell about my dear niece, and I will. I have been working on it.

The conclusion at the long end of the telescope is that my niece has her life, and she is no longer in the Dark Tower. …continue reading

The Dark Queen

Once upon a time there was a small kingdom far far away. The kingdom was ruled by merciless Queen Sylabub, the Dark Queen.  She was a queen who looked into her mirror and saw what she wanted to see and heard what she wanted to hear, and that was, indeed what the mirror spoke to her: “You are the fairest of all, the wisest of all, the best of all queens, good Queen Sylabub.” …continue reading

I mean to make this story of my life leading up to Heavenletters light-hearted,  yet I don’t think I can warm you up the way comedians warm up their audiences. I cannot even warm myself up when it concerns my sister Sylvia. I’ll try.  Let’s see if I can do it.  This is kind of funny. …continue reading

How I have been missing writing to you and hearing from you. That is what the blog seems to be about for me — you. …continue reading

Beloved Blog Readers, here are recent examples of my personal Godwriting™. They are God and me one on one. What a range they cover. I couldn’t live without them anymore. Of course, I lived without them for most of my  life — more years than I care to say. Right now I’m just plucking a few samples that stand out for me.  …continue reading

This was a rich uplifting movie of a true story.  The main character, Jean-Dominique Bauby,  was the editor in chief of Elle Magazine in France. He was a man about a town. He had had a mistress with whom he had two or three children but didn’t choose to marry or to live with. …continue reading

Again I am commenting on a response from Chuck. His response is under the blog entry called Beloved Chuck. His comment is well worth reading for many reasons. One is so that we can know there are good doctors today who care so much about their patients.

Am I really responding to what Chuck says or to my own agenda? I think it’s my own agenda. …continue reading