Camilla, a True Story of Youth Eternal

“I heard the laughter of God in the midst of me and within the world, and all was suddenly changed. Old patterns and ideas were shattered and passed away — a new loveliness of LIFE was exposed to view.” 

That is not a quote from Heavenletters nor is it a comment from a Heavenreader although I imagine we will see more comments like this, and, incidentally, there is Heavenletter #2602, Let There Be Laughter,  in which God says that laughter will be the sound of the new world we are ushering in. The quote above is from Walter Lanyon, an author who wrote forty spiritual books long before spiritual writing became mainstream.

My friend Matt Pierce introduced me to this author. And it is Matt who tells about this true story from A Royal Diadem by Walter Lanyon. There are certainly comparisons between this and Heavenletter #3020, What God Says.

Matt wrote in his blog:

To all who are seeking the reality of the Kingdom of God, or Heaven on earth, I would feel remiss if I did not share with you this true story.  I was reminded of this story — actually, I am reminded of it almost every day — but today I received a letter through e-mail which spurred me on: “What God Says.” Thanks Gloria, for letting this be communicated by God through you!

Camilla, as you will soon find out is a real person, who lived, lives, for all I know, in Europe, maybe France.  Very much can be gleaned from her experience and life; I wish for all that life be as beautiful and sweet as her life.

Now I will let Mr. Walter Lanyon tell his story:

CAMILLA is not a story book character, she is not a creature manufactured to suit the issue, she is a real, live woman - - a nun, living in an old grey stone convent which is situated on a beautiful mountain which overlooks the winding Moselle River.

We met her one morning coming from the little chapel where she had been at prayer. It was a clear morning with a high blue sky, the faint perfume of wild mountain flowers and vegetation was in the air - - the year was at spring. As she stepped out into the open she seemed to fit perfectly with the setting, as if she were the personification of youth eternal. As she passed us she… looked up at us with wide blue eyes - - eyes full of lovely fearlessness, eyes full of depth and wonder; eyes of youth with the wisdom of the ages shining through them. This woman had youth in her grasp - - clear, firm, white skin with a transparency to it; lips red and full of expression - - youth was so evident that it made itself felt.

“Not a minute over eighteen,” said one of us in our group.

But Camilla was a woman who would soon count her years sixty.

Later in the day I talked with her, and here is how she did it.

At twenty I found myself practically an old woman, both in mind and body. I was weary, and life was more or less of a burden to me, and it was at this time I became a nun. Soon after I began to study the Word, it came to me that I had never really lived, that the sense of fleeting youth which I had was nothing but a shadow - - a shadow of the real youth which was eternal and everlasting. I soon realized that God could not grow old, not in the sense of decay; that nature never grew old - - she renewed herself annually - - and gradually I came to know that if God could not grow old, that man - - His idea and image and likeness - - could not age.

“In seeking the Kingdom of Heaven first, we are told that all things shall be added to us. In seeking the Kingdom of Heaven we are seeking youth, joy, harmony, happiness. The Kingdom is not made up of aged persons, it is vibrant with youth eternal; and finally I began to realize that I was a part of the Kingdom of Heaven and that in reality I was only seeking my true self.

“‘Seek and ye shall find; knock and it shall be opened unto you; ask and ye shall receive,’ so I went forth seeking the real life. As God was everywhere present I found Him expressed in all nature. I found Him expressed in His universe - - and I was of His universe, in fact I was a part of it - - not apart from it. Just like the lovely force which impelled the rose to cover her vines with snowy white blossoms, I found that power growing and growing in me, swelling up in me, until one day I felt the complete thrill - - the ‘Divine spark’ - - which awakened in me and made me feel this rejuvenation taking place. God is everywhere and He is life eternal and youth eternal. If He is eternal youth and is everywhere I could literally bathe in youth. Not only that, but I felt I was a part of the whole scheme and drew my life, my vitality, my youth, from the same source which impelled the whole plan. Yonder on the mountain, the grey mist hovered and swayed over the crest, the sun plunged through it and then the blue patch showed in the distance. The heather on the foothills was like a flash of purple, the white hawthorn tree glistened in the warm sun, and I a part of it all, vibrated with youth eternal.”

“I learned to love it all - - love the whole plan like one loves the members of his own household - - nothing was unlovely when viewed rightly, and everything yielded to the touch of it gentleness - - the touch of love. If it rained I went about my duties with a feeling that everything was being purified - - that everything was being filled full of purity - - and I too drank deeply of purity. If the sun poured down upon me, I felt it making a halo about me of pure gold - - gold that would endure. I felt it sifted joy all about me and filled the throats of the birds with glorious notes, and so I sang and thrilled for life. If the wind blew and raged about, I was happy yet in the thought that things were being changed about. This was a readjustment; old dead leaves were caught up and carried off - - dust was moved from secluded corners - - readjustment was taking place - - and so I felt the readjustment enter me - - the power to say, ‘Not mine - - but thine be done.’ In winter when the snow fell I knew that everything in this universe was busily engaged working and studying, unfolding and getting ready for greater growth.

And so I learned from the weather that after all it was but for a lesson to us - - that we should rejoice regardless what the manifestation was. Further I began to realize that not only was I seeking youth, happiness, harmony, but that I was youth, happiness, harmony.”

This segment of A Royal Diadem,  was taken from this website: http://www.metrocast.net/~tdghty/default

And Matt’s blog is here: http://liliesinc.com/Considerations/?p=83

Thanks, Matt.

Posted by Gloria on March 4th, 2009 under these topics
Book Review, Miracles, Personal Development, Guest Entry, Heaven Letters

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2 Replies

Reply from Emilia on March 4, 2009

What a wonderful story! And your comment, Gloria, about more stories like this coming in the future from heavenreaders, has filled my heart with joy and great expetations. I think that we heavenreaders share a lot: a heart far greater than the tiny reality we live in, a sense of frustration often leading in the past to anger or depression, the love for Nature, the spirit of research and, when tired by the plays of the mind, the fatal question: “God I am here unable to understand who I am, but I feel I am more than this body, as I can conceive You and think of You. Please answer me”. This story reminds us of the value of our experiences and the sacredness of that Question that we believed lost in the wind. God is waiting for us with all those that, before us and for us, did it. Many have already lived this life with the knowingness of Paradise and we will be among them. “Come, come, come my endless desire…”.
I know only lovers will see.

Reply from Matt Pierce on March 4, 2009

Gloria, I am humbled and honored that you would post this on your site! Is not “The Laughter of God” incredible! I think you will enjoy Mr. Lanyon very much, and so will anybody else. The fact remains, however that all of these people, and your dear Heavenletters, point us to God, who lives now as He always has, within us, as us, and all around us. If we but have eyes to see and ears to hear, we will find Him, as He promises, and He is One who keeps His Word. Open our eyes Lord God! We want not only to see, but to know You even as we are known by you.
Blessings! and Know that we are indeed in Heaven Now!
Thank you God!

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