This Morning

This morning I have just finished writing down the Heavenletter I received.  I did  personal Godwriting. I quickly checked the Heavenletter Spiritual Community Forum to see what’s going on there, and now I relax into this blog.

I can truthfully say relax because here I am without an entry already written, and here I am without a trace of concern. This kind of relaxation is really new to me. I used to be  uptight when I didn’t have a blog entry or two ready ahead of time.

Remember Winnie the Pooh? He liked his ten or twelve jars of honey all lined up? I really have liked it when blog entries are lined up in advance, and now I find I enjoy just sitting here with you and typing whatever pops into my head. This must be a great advance.

I haven’t opened up email yet. I like it when I don’t feel I have to run to it and open it right away. There will be emails so wonderful and overpowering  and irresistible that I am privileged and humbled to read, and there will also be everyday details to take care of as well. I wonder what wonders today’s inbox will hold.

Years ago when I lived on Long Hill Street in Springfield, Massachusetts, I had this tiny front porch, and, on weekends, it was my pleasure to sit out there and have coffee in the morning and just watch the traffic go by and not have to rush anywhere.

I no longer drink coffee, yet I feel the way I did way back then when I was drinking coffee on the front porch. Only now I’m sitting at the computer, just as relaxed and feeling that there is all the time in the world.

This is amazing. Maybe I’m no longer Type A personality and am turning into Type B. Could it be!

What changes do you notice in your life?

Posted by Gloria on December 19th, 2008 under these topics
Personal Development, Godwriting Journal

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4 Replies

Reply from Emilia on December 19, 2008

Once the sweetness of life was to me the torment of a lost paradise, now it is the reflection of paradise regained. Huge are the changes that this awareness involves. But in my core I am the same I was as a child.
Love
Emilia

Reply from Jack van Raders on December 19, 2008

Livng now in Paradise, surrounded by Love and beauty, I sometimes remember what life was, but then I thank God for all my lessons and Thank GoD for where we got too. I can now relax and enjoy and LOVE to you ALL Jack

Reply from Jochen on December 19, 2008

Like something slowly gathering somewhere almost out of sight. Outwardly, perhaps no perceptible changes at all. Inwardly, a very strange sense of the whole landscape shifting so slowly that you cannot be sure of anything - it might just be imagined. Sometimes I would prefer some little but clear-cut change I could at least put my finger on. But then, I need my fingers for typing this and so much more.

I resonate strongly with both Emilia’s and Jack’s words. Paradise lost and all that feeling entails. Living in Paradise - sniffing the air to find out what that might be like. And all the while a huge laughter seems to be brewing deep down. What’s the joke?

Reply from One on December 20, 2008

Ha ha! The laughter I know. Thats one of my favorite brews too.

I’m sure one can draw on laughter without a joke.

One Love

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