Debra has been emailing me all day, because she knows I am done. It is a financial burden for me to stay there. Not to mention the extra 2 hours a day driving. She is once again going to attempt to get more money for me. I have already made the decision that I am putting into action, the sending of resumes, etc. I am letting it all go. I am giving it up to God, and reliquishing my need to control this.
I will continue to do a good job (whatever that is) while I am still employed there. And I am going to do my best to detach from the outome of any job that I apply to.
I believe that if Jim truly understands that I am moving on, he will now offer more money, and follow through this time.
And within a short period of time, a job offer will come in.
I am viewing this similar to a woman who desperately wants to become pregnant. She then makes the decision to adopt, and voila - she has let go, and made room for the little soul to find a womb.

But,one never knows. God does though. I haven’t attempting Godwriting, but perhaps I should.

I know there is a lesson here for me.

Jack, you unfailingly make me smile! And today you connect today’s Heavenletter. Brilliant!

Lauren, you support me no matter what (Er, were you supporting me?)

Paula, you are incredibly intuitive! The fact is I had interrupted Godwriting in order to fill the bottle! That may be even more embarrassing than the bottle discrepancy.

Linda, I see you as very efficient! And you often add an extra dimension to your comments. Letting go of the outcome is a big one. I think your friend is just right. And that God is too, of course!

Linda, what is the reason why your supervisor, who obviously values you, doesn’t offer you a raise?

Love you all!

You were so focused on getting the water “yourself” (destination) rather than “allowing” heaven admin to get it for you,or just putting it in another container, that you missed the bottle and the label.

I can’t count the number of times I have done something similar. I love it though, when you tell your stories. It is as if someone is holding up a mirror for me :0)

I have to comment on today’s Heavenletter.

You know my story with the agency I work for, and the executive director. And my very long commute.
Well, first my excuse for not looking for another job was to get my gardens started and enjoy them throughout the summer. Then the fall came and I was always so exhausted, that I didn’t have the energy.
A good friend of mine is an intuitive counsellor and life coach. She “lovingly” keeps reminding me that I just need to go after those jobs that “feel right” with the same skill set I have. And then, LET GO OF THE OUTCOME.
Well, today God has spoken to me. What am I waiting for?
Our agency has had a very upset parent file a complaint with the provincial government. Her son was dispensed the wrong medication and had to be hospitalized.
this was a human error by a staff at one of the group homes. The manager of that home was let go before Christmas. The manager they hired lasted 3 weeks, and just resigned.
Jim asked me if I was settled, and would I consider a manager position. Meaning would I move back (closer to the city). I reminded him again, that I had asked for this position 3 years ago and… but you see now he seeing the people around him for their worth.
I obviously declined. The only thing keeping there right now, is that it is only 4 days per week.

Yesterday, he announces to all of the managers that I am to conduct a medication audit of all of their homes (70 of them) and report to him. He is to set the criteria. I already have many different “jobs” there, that keep me very busy. But he has only seen the bottle he needs to see right now.
He did not offer any more money.

But God sent me a very clear message today. What am I waiting for?