The Poets Neruda and Rumi and the Sufi Effendi

Thirty years ago I read a love poem by Neruda, a poet from Chile who won the Nobel Prize for Literature.

You have to remember I was a different person thirty years ago.

The poem I read was about the poet’s beautiful love, and how Neruda loved her feet. He wrote a whole poem for her, lucky her.

I believe the poem was The Feet, and here is the ending of the poem:

I love your feet
because they walked
upon the earth and upon
the wind and upon the waters,
until they found me.

This poem now doesn’t have the effect on me that it did back then.

Back then, after I read Neruda’s poem, in my emptiness — this was before I had an inkling of God — I wrote a poem called I Long for a Poet.

Here is most of my sad poem:

I long for a poet
to write about me
like Neruda did
for his love.

If my poet just wrote
the first line of a poem for me

If he even thought of
writing a poem for me

If he wrote my name
on a piece of paper
somewhere…

GLORIA

Thirty years later I sit in a rocker in the Sufi House.

I hear my name:

GLORIA, Effendi says.

GLORIA, Effendi says,  I wonder if you would like to come to the Rumi Festival in Turkey this year?

At Effendi’s words, something very deep and physical happened to my heart, and I remembered the long-forgotten poem I had written so many years ago.

I felt that Effendi’s invitation to a Rumi festival was a response to my poem. I didn’t need a poem from a poet. A singular soul’s understanding of my heart was my quest, and Effendi answered it. How remarkable and precise. What threads of life had been woven. What miracle is this?

Effendi called my name and asked me if I wanted to go to the Rumi Festival in Turkey this year.

GLORIA, Effendi said, I wonder if you would like to come to the Rumi Festival in Turkey this year.

Posted by Gloria on October 30th, 2009 under these topics
poetry, Personal Development, Godwriting Journal

Post Discussion

6 Replies

Reply from Arzuhan Cerit on October 30, 2009

You must come :)

Reply from Gloria on October 30, 2009

And, beloved Arzuhan, you write three powerful words!

I believe I will be on my way to Argentina.

Perhaps another year we will meet at a Rumi Festival. Is there one every year?

Reply from Oldooz on October 30, 2009

Hi, Arzuahn. How are you?…:) Do you know if everyone is allowed to participate? And when is it held?

Reply from Arzuhan Cerit on October 30, 2009

Yes everyone can participate. The festival will be held every year between 10-17th of December. If calls, you will come :) This year or next doesn’t matter.

Reply from emilia on October 30, 2009

I love Rumi more than I can say. And, by the way, Sufism is the way of love to God, as Heavenletters are.

Reply from Gloria on October 30, 2009

Beloved Emilia, I have wondered about this. There is almost nothing I relate to in the spiritual world except for Heavenletters, and the Sufi love feels like Heavenletters. And Effendi is plainly a wonderful being. I am soaking up all the love at the Sufi House while I can.

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