There are Heavenletters that say we can be happy or joyous whether there is a reason for it or not. Through experimentation, I found this to be true. In a quiet moment, if I look for that feeling, it’s there, more or less clearly but reliably. This could mean we are made of it. I’m not too sure about the correct name for it. Joy? Happiness? Love? After some time in that state you may get the impulse to start petting the trees, so perhaps calling it love isn’t altogether wrong. I prefer a neutral expression like “feeling good”.

I walked through the park yesterday in this state of feeling good, a very soft, quiet and spacious kind of joy which sometimes can be kept up to the exclusion of everything else. I walked over endless carpets of golden and amber maple leaves in the sun, clearly aware of where I was and what maple leaves are, when all my knowing gently and completely faded away and there was Oneness or “Nooneness” for a few seconds. After that you go, “Oh!” and then you’re back in “reality”, of course. It is hard to find words for this. Beautiful? Yes, certainly, but it would need a new definition of beauty. I feel it’s a glimpse of what I have always been looking for.

Sally, it seems this really is no big deal at all. But speaking about it, I feel a little stupid because after much, much spiritual practice I have come to be totally opposed to spiritual practice for myself - and is this not another practice I found or invented for myself? It doesn’t feel like that, for once you becom aware of the joy or “feeling good” that is simply there because it seems to be what you ARE, it doesn’t feel like a technique you apply but like a natural inclination which had only waited to be discovered.

This is all I can say about this at present. It may be a very personal thing, not applicable or adaptable for others. I have a very clear sense of having been prepared for this by Heavenletters. But be this as it may, I felt like responding to Glorias suggestion to describe things that feel “a little out of the ordinary”. This sure does.

It’s fine to have experiences, but not to think we HAVE to have them.

We don’t need FLASHY experiences. We don’t need EXTRAORDINARY experiences. Some people think we do.

Maybe my two experiences here were not flashy. I have kinda thought they were.

And, don’t forget, I’ve learned a lot about love from Randy and you!

The grid was a circle and the people/beings in it were in their own little space but connected. The circle may have been around the earth or within it, not sure.

It had the architectural feel of the the seats of the first Star Wars movie where Luke Skywalker and Hans solo where shooting at the Darth Vader’s men. Yet these were not war like constructs, just places to sit and be connected to all the others.

The dominant feeling was of being really happy. Wow, I wanted to stay there but didn’t and tried to go back but couldn’t.

I take umbrage at the fact that we can’t seem to sustain ourselves in places like this for very long and have great puzzlement why we don’t or can’t.

That concept aside, I think we take whatever good feelings we have and move into them for as long as we can, appreciate and bless them for what they are and allow that to be the feeling memory seed that grows.

I do believe that those of us on the path of Light Workers and spiritual seekers will be visiting and experiencing these states for longer periods and we will be (are) the spiritual Pioneers, Imagineneers and Architects that pave the way for others even as others are paving the way for us.

The way to experiencing expansion and other worldliness, dimensions that are present right in front of us. I think we will do this spontaneously as well as learn to produce them on a regular basis based on the spiritual technology of mindfulness and heart centeredness.