More about Godwriting
When you are Godwriting™, when anyone is Godwriting, when I am Godwriting, we have to skip past thoughts such as: “Is this really God or is it really me? Is it something I heard or read somewhere? Am I truly Godwriting, or am I kidding myself?”
You may think I’m a professional Godwriter and that I speak from a dais as if I really know something and understand the process. I don’t, of course. I don’t comprehend how beautiful words come and take us to higher realms. I love it, but I can’t fathom it.
Only once in a while, as I may have said before, I am ecstatic when I Godwrite. Only sometimes, only once in a while, I experience a great thrill, a great burst of energy, a great flow of words. Only once in a while is it hard for my fingers to fly fast enough on the keyboard to keep up with the flow of God’s words. Only on occasion does Godwriting burst forth in a blaze of glory, and I know it is full-fledged Godwriting, and I know I am blessed by Heaven, and I know that everything in the world palls next to Godwriting.
At these moments, I don’t want to do anything but Godwrite. Nothing I know comes near it. At these moments, even one word of Godwriting is a treasure, and it is worth everything. Certainly, I know of nothing in the world like it. It is overwhelming, and I understand fully the phrase, Praise God. I am out of my skin, and I can only want to kneel before God and thank Him.
Most of the time, as Godwriting comes, it is a less lofty process. As I type, I don’t know that I’m typing anything out of the ordinary. As I type along, I hope it’s Godwriting. It’s one word after the other more slowly, and I write the words down in faith without being aware that there is anything remarkable about the words I’m typing. Words come, and I type them down, yet I am just typing along, and I am unaware of any great significance. I don’t get the meaning, and I don’t feel the Wholeness.
This is true for other Godwriters as well. This is perhaps especially true for many first-time Godwriters. At workshops, we’re all Godwriting, and yet the words we write are not seeming out of the ordinary to us as we write.
A first-time Godwriter may be unaware that he received anything wonderful at all. Before he reads aloud to the rest of us the words and sentences and sentence fragments that he received, he may say apologetically: “Well, I didn’t really get anything. Mine isn’t anything much. I don’t think I’m Godwriting at all.”
And then he bravely reads to us the words that he had written down, and we who listen to the words are in awe of the simplicity and beauty and power of what he is reading to us. And he is too. He begins to be amazed, sometimes can hardly read, he is so moved. And sometimes he can hardly read because he is so touched that he is crying. God did say something to the new Godwriter, and now the fledgling Godwriter knows that God was whispering to him and that he had heard.
Most of the time when I Godwrite, I type down the words I hear and trust that they are from God. There is no special experience, and I may wonder if the words actually add up to something. Often, it isn’t until weeks later when I read the Heavenletter that is automatically sent to me as it is sent to you that I begin to see its majesty. I am struck with wonder. I do see how each sentence ties in with the one before and the one after. I do see there is a movement to the writing and that it all does add up to Greatness.
I know I wrote down the words, and yet I can’t believe I did. I am totally baffled at how they could possibly have come to me.
This morning I had an insight as to why this may be so, why every time we Godwrite, we aren’t feeling the miracle of it, why we aren’t aware of the magnificence of what we’re writing, why we’re missing out on the grandeur of it and why, during the process, we are mere typists just jotting down words.
What occurred to me is that, if we had a profound experience every time during the process of Godwriting, our nervous system couldn’t accommodate it. Day after day, the full awareness would be more than we could survive. It would literally be too much for us. We would be so heightened, we wouldn’t be able to stay on Earth. Our molecules or something would spin too fast, and our bodies couldn’t take it. We’d be gone.
Only later at a distance, can we see what God hath wrought.
God in His goodness keeps us down on Earth. Oh, that God, the wonders He does perform.
Godwriting is a blog by Gloria Wendroff and is about Gloria's daily life as the Godwriter of the Heavenletters project that is having a profound effect on the lives of people around the world.
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