Is a miracle brewing? Has it already happened?

You know about my tendency to clutter and the huge effort it has taken me to declutter.

But something amazing is happening. I am truly eager to clean my house! Yes! this is true — I can’t wait to finish “my work” so I can clean house

I can’t wait to vacuum, to straighten out closets, get everything perfect for once.  My wood floors are all shiny and clean. I am dazzled by them. I sweep my kitchen floor every day — or even twice!

Of course, I still tend to clutter up my kitchen counters. I use every surface when I cook.

That I would actually like the process of cleaning and decluttering is unheard of. It is a deep change. Cleaning and such has pretty much been the last thing on my list, and somehow now, I yearn to do it. I would vacuum every day if I possibly could. It is one of my most favorite things to do.

I find myself picking up a little crumb off the floor if I notice it. I have become a super cleaner! I take pride in it!

I wonder if I am still me, or if I’m turning into Heaven Admin. who is so effortlessly neat!

I have thought of a great story where I turn into Heaven Admin who is always immaculate, and he turns into me! But so far he is still staying himself.  I am changing. That would have been a good story,  don’t you think, where we switch that aspect of our personalities!

The only thing more remote than my becoming a dedicated housekeeper is my becoming consciously connected to God — let alone a Godwriter. So why should I be surprised at anything?

It is really true. Anything is possible.

What wonderful changes have you noticed in your life?

Posted by Gloria on March 16th, 2010 under these topics
Decluttering, Miracles, Personal Development, Godwriting Journal

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Reply from paula on March 16, 2010

Lately I’ve noticed that nothing has really changed in my life. But last night I had a great revelation: I realized that I’ve been trying to look perfect in the eyes of God [to be worthy of His Love], while I was trying to look imperfect (hiding my light) in the eyes of my fellow men [not to be envied or criticized]. In either case, I have not been myself.

Reply from Gloria on March 16, 2010

Wow, this is a huge insight!

I wonder how many of us are raising our hands right now in agreement with you, beloved Paula.

Reply from Jack van Raders on March 16, 2010

Paula Dear in the eyes of GOD you are perfect, even if in the eyes of society you think you are not. You know when you do somethingh that is wrong that you did, in Gods eyes you are still perfect. Like a parent and their baby the baby is perfect and you do not care if the world think another is more beautiful so please do not wory, God looks after you. Love light and have fun Jack

Reply from Berit on March 17, 2010

Paula dear, this is a great insight and I thank you for sharing your beautiful heart. honestly, I do not think you can hide the beauty and radiance of your heart, try as you might. I join you with what you have shared dear and I think many of us can feel the same.
God says in a Heavenletter that He has given us His approval long ago, the world can not dim that light. those around us are our brothers and sisters given to us by God, so that we might see Him in them, sometime really hidden and sometimes not. it is hide and seek.
big big big hugs to you dear !!

Reply from paula on March 18, 2010

Thank you all for your kind words. It’s one thing to know something intellectually, another to have a deep inner knowing. I know we are all perfect in the eyes of God, but what I didn’t realize was that I had established a kind of standard for perfection which I had to reach in order to be worthy of God’s love. I wasn’t living up to that standard lately, but when I finally let go and admitted that this is who I am, I found a new level of peace. It was I who didn’t love myself unconditionally - not God, who IS unconditional love and doesn’t know anything else (as He says in Heavenletters)!

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