This is how I see it, our changes in awareness as we go through our days. This is how I see the switch from writing down this blog and writing down a Heavenletter or answering an email. And yet this switch is automatic. It really goes by itself. I’ll tell you more of what I mean.

You must know I am rather attached to the internet. I seem to always be connected to it!

When I was in Europe last time, and Heaven Admin took me on that wonderful road trip in Romania, there were times we stopped at Cybernet Cafes so we could catch up on emails and the web site and this blog.

As soon as Heaven Admin and I were connected to the internet, it seemed to me that our whole presence changed. Perhaps as soon as we sat down, as a matter of fact, our whole posture, our whole focus was different, for we were getting down to business. For a moment, it seemed to me that the whole configuration of our consciousness changed. I became immersed in my screen. Heaven Admin became immersed in his.

I knew where I was, and I knew Heaven Admin was right across from me. He existed, and I existed, and yet we had dismissed each other for a time. Our brain waves were set in a different mode. It isn’t that our consciousness went up or down so much as it was that our consciousness simply moved over. I suppose I could say that our attention went from personal to business. Or I could say that we went from Technicolor to black and white. Certainly our attention was not the same as it was before.

I have thought of that time at the Internet Cafe often and how I observed the pattern of our brain waves changing dramatically in one moment. And when we unplugged and packed up our laptops, our attention just naturally changed back from business to personal.

I have thought of this a lot and wondered about it. There are certain scenes in life that seem to stand out more than others — is that the same for you? And we don’t always know why. This experience at the Internet Cafe in Romania is one that has stood out for me, and I have wondered why.

Now I am writing this blog entry. A while ago I was sitting in front of this same laptop writing down this morning’s Heavenletter. I have said how slight is the switch to Godwriting. It is almost imperceptible. It is certainly effortless. And so is the switch back to ordinary mode.

I suppose we could say that our consciousness follows our intention. That’s all it takes. We intend to Godwrite, and we Godwrite. We intend to answer emails, and we are answering emails. We don’t intend in the future. We intend right now. I suppose our consciousness changes with each email we read and answer. And all of this is accomplished without deliberation. Our consciousness moves with us as we intend. We don’t have to do much but intend. Not intend as in New Years’ resolutions but to intend in the present.

This makes me think too about love. I sure want to love. I fall short. I am wondering:  Is it possible that all we have to do to love is to intend to love. Probably God has already said that. I would imagine He has. I can’t believe He hasn’t. Yet all of a sudden, this seems like a revelation to me.

Sometimes I have wanted to love and can’t seem to. Maybe it is true that we don’t have to do anything. All we have to do is intend it, and then somehow the whole configuration of our consciousness changes and we find that love has crept in. Even if it is only a little.

Not by design has something changed, but only by intention. We don’t have to know how to accomplish love in order to love.

Maybe it is by intention that our desires come true. We earmark ourselves for what we want. We bookmark it, and then it’s there.

This makes me think that all we need to do to be healthy is to intend it. Can that be? We’ve all wanted it, yet have we intended it, and let it arise. Have our worries and concerns and fears been more active than our intention?

Maybe to be wealthy, all that we have to do is to intend it which is a little different from just wishing for it. Maybe we don’t have to strive for anything.

Is this the relaxation we are searching for? Is that what relaxation is? Is it trust in the Universe?

Now I wonder something else. I was not thinking of relaxation at all. But when relaxation was the word that came up, I remembered I had read a little earlier the following comment from Heaven Admin on the forum.

He wrote:

Throughout the day I keep checking up on how relaxed I am. Relaxation is supreme.  There is so much more clarity and effective action when one is relaxed.

http://www.heavenletters.org/enlightenment-is-not-a-college-degree.html#comment-17920

What do you who are reading this blog entry think about all this?