Heavenletter Excitement
There has been so much Heavenletter excitement lately that I hardly know what to do.
There was the mighty flow of multitudes of new Heavenreaders. There was making a heavy metal friend (who would have thought it?) and all the beautiful acts of service to God that keep coming in from everywhere. I won’t mention them all now, but I hope you do remember all the good news. You will see a lot of it in the Heaven News that will be coming out soon – the radio show, the e-cards and and and. The thing is I am overwhelmed. Any way you slice it, I am overwhelmed with the joy of Heavenletters and Heavenreaders.
Take, for instance, all that Heaven Admin consistently does for us. Heaven Admin does so much that he couldn’t possibly do one thing more, and then he does. I still haven’t recovered from the joy of the Cosmic Heavenletter Generator. I play with it everyday. Sometimes I spin it three times, and each time my heart spins. http://www.heavenletters.org/gods-cosmic-loveletters-universe.html (I just got #1666 To Be a Human Being.)
Then there are all the beautiful insightful comments and love shining through here and on the forum.
And God gives me dictation every day. Seven days a week. And there are blog entries to write! And every day there is another day! And the momentum increases.
Paula started Godwriting. Cedric too. And Cedric told the story of his personal spiritual journey. He called it I was so afraid I would vanish into nothingness. http://www.heavenletters.org/i-was-so-afraid-i-would-vanish-nothingness-7164.html I think this is a common fear, though Cedric had to look at it squarely more often than most of us.
I can hardly contain myself with all the joy.
At the same time, I am an elastic band stretched to its outer limits.
I generally work a good twelve hours a day seven days a week. Not that you can call it work, yet I must confess I don’t lead a balanced life. It’s now after 2:30 p.m. as I write this, and I have been typing away since early morning. I have not eaten. I am not dressed. The past few days I could not tear myself away to walk two miles a day. I vow I will walk today. I really enjoy the walking and need it and the companionship, yet time won’t expand.
I grab things to eat, and hardly find time to do dishes let alone sort out belongings and get most everything out of my house and be ready to go to Argentina.
I do sleep, and I do watch a movie at night when I’m too blurry to do anything else, and that’s about it. Oh, yes, I did go to the Iowa caucus the other evening.
Something has to give, and I don’t know what.
This is not a complaint. I know how fortunate I am. My life is full, not empty. Besides that, my day is not just full, it is full of inexpressible joy.
Although I might fantasize every once in awhile about spending a whole day reading a novel or watching movies, I know the joy of that would run out fast. After one or two days, I would have had it.
I do ask God about what to do, and He tells me all is well and that I will figure it out!
Now, would you believe that God sometimes stretches me even more?!! You know, sometimes two Heavenletters come on one day, once in a while three. There is the Heavenletter I sit down ready to write. And then there is the spontaneous impulse where I sense God has more to say. Then I have to stop what I’m doing, and Godwrite! Again, I am not complaining, how could I? Yet when do you think God decide He wants to give more dictation? Yes, expressly on those very days when I am at my wit’s end with more to do that I can possibly keep up with! Well, clearly, God has no sense of time!
Well, do you have any ideas on how to do less and accomplish more?
Godwriting is a blog by Gloria Wendroff and is about Gloria's daily life as the Godwriter of the Heavenletters project that is having a profound effect on the lives of people around the world.
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