Gloria, this is an interesting Heavenletter, #2636, God the Light. It is without the judgments so many of us put on things and deeds on this Earth. And yet still pronounces the power of everything is the love and light. I have been the actor that has done bad deeds, I have played both roles, and I choose the one of good now every time, because it feels good to me, meaning, I feel good doing the good deeds, I seem to get an instant and long lasting reward from this, within myself, and also from those around me, in fact, I feel it goes much farther than this, that it transcends space and time and seems to bring me closer to God. I feel each day myself coming closer to Him and the light, and if fills my heart and being with great joy to do the right thing.

When I grew up, my parents did not have many lines to cross over, in fact the lines that did exist would change from day to day depending on the situation, they did not have concrete boundaries of good and bad. The lines would blur and move depending on their mood or the situation as it reflected upon themselves. They manipulated the lines when needed to fit their own personal need. As a child this was somewhat confusing for me, and I learned by it to be a very good manipulator, and found that in turn, I became an excellent liar.

When I met my wife to be, at the age of 18, she was the first person I had met that was brutally honest with me, about everything, she had the clearest sense of right and wrong of anyone I had ever been around, in fact, there was a visible line that I should not cross. Of course I had to cross this several times to understand and respect this given my early years. I found that I always respected it, it was part of why I wanted to be with her, It was something I needed to learn, it was something I valued, it
was something that I trusted, more than my parents, and that is saying something.

So I live my life with a clear boundary of what is right and wrong, I do my very best to choose what is the right course of action for myself but also for others, and what the long term effects of that choice will be. It’s rarely easy, and requires thought and courage to do in many circumstances, but in the end, I know it’s the right thing, when I listen to the inner light’s voice.

Lance King, Vocalist and Owner
http://www.nightmarerecords.com/