The thought I woke up with
Wednesday, January 25th, 2012
The morning I wrote this blog entry down, I woke up with a thought about myself, the exact words of which I cannot remember now.
Listening to The Voice Within

The morning I wrote this blog entry down, I woke up with a thought about myself, the exact words of which I cannot remember now.
It has begun. Recording Heavenletters™!
Heaven Admin spent a lot of money on an excellent recorder, and he spent hours working with me so I could learn how to record.
I had forgotten the joy and the depth that come from reading Heavenletters™ aloud. (more…)
When I am squeezed into a situation and not given a choice, my dander goes up. And much of my distress falls on Microsoft. Yet I am well aware that, without Microsoft, how would I do all the things I must do for Heavenletters™.
Right now, the day I post this, Microsoft (more…)
I wanted Lauren very much.
I nursed her.
I was able to be home with her until she was four.
I read her stories. It was a mutual delight. I discovered Winnie the Pooh, and loved it. Lauren loved it too.
Each comment you posted in response to the previous blog gave me much food for thought, and I’d like to respond to each of your comments one by one. Your responses made a difference for me. I thank you all for furthering my thinking. You really have.
I’ll take the comments in order. First from Heaven Admin:
“Something’s gotta give.”
Heaven Admin and I are here to work on projects and get them done. Meanwhile, lots of time goes into doing the daily upkeep of Heavenletters™, writing the daily blog, preparing for Godwriting™ workshops, Heaven Admin’s beautiful family, a walk or two on the beach, and a couple of meals.
“When an irresistible force…” (more…)
How beautiful it is to be a baby in South Africa. How I wish I had known how to be a mother like the mothers here. But I didn’t know.
Hi, Lauren. Here are some seashells from the Indian Ocean I’m sending you. All of the following are from just one day’s catch!

The Heavenletter that I received this morning seemed to arrive entirely whole. Even as I received it, sentence by sentence, I was sort of experiencing the non-linear, that there is no sequence, there is simply all-ness, all-at-once-ness.
There was (more…)
On the Heavenletter forum, there are people who post who are called unverified. What is the difference between the verified people who post and the unverified? All it means is that the verified people have registered, and the unverified people haven’t. (more…)